Dear, My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,
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Dear, My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,
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I set goals for myself with clear intentions for the future. One of those goals is finding a life partner. Someone to stay by my side and to be as unyielding and committed as I am. Someone who sees to it that I'm happy. Someone who makes my world a little better. A partner for life... the thought is daunting, but I wont settle for anything less.
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I'm not easy to understand. I know because I living through me. I guess my best advice for someone who really wants to love me is revel in my probabilities; in my chaos theory, my randomness and unexpected tendencies. I can be complex but I know well enough that deep inside there's love and stability. The one variable that will always be true. The eye of the storm that will always be admiring you.
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A prank was pulled on me today. I just got home from work and I was jump scared. I don't know why but, it wasn't funny at all to me. In fact it was so debilitating and terrifying. In short I got really really upset. I got so angry that I said some messed up things, which I guess was an attempt to equal the 'wrong' that was done to me. I'm so defeated. I'm breaking myself down because I keep thinking that I overreacted but that was just my genuine reaction to that situation. I was angry.