Dear, My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,
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Dear You, I'm really mad at you for not making sure things work out. I am mad at you for making me believe that there was nothing in the way of me loving you. I'm mad at you for making me feel so hurt. I'm mad at you for belittling the entire situation. It's not some small irrelevant thing. It meant the world to me. You made me question myself and everything I have done. You made me question how compassionate and considerate I really am. I just want you back so bad. I'm in pain, I wanted to find peace in seeing you in pain, but I think you just don't care at all. What's so wrong with love? I'm in tears. I'm in so much sadness.
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If you read me, here's the story... left hanging, I was engulfed with rage and fury for those who take my love and leave others empty. I told myself, 'Fine, you don't deserve my voice'. I built an electric fence because I took offence. When I look at you. All I can see is all the hurt you brought to me.
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I don't know what it is, but I have so much rage. The kind of rage I can't seems to shake off. The weirdest thing is I don't particularly know where this anger is coming from. I just feel it. It's so strong. I hear ringing in my mind, much like the sound of a kettle with plumes of steam. I am writing in an attempt to diffuse all these feelings onto words. I am hyper-aware of the fact that I have been very unpleasant lately. I just want to be calm, to be collected, to be someone I want to be around.