Dear, My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,
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Be unassuming. Otherwise, you'll cry.
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Sometimes I worry about whether my reaction to things should be a certain way. I feel like honesty can sometimes disappoint people. Today, I think I disappointed someone. Though, I wasn't really being honest. Relationships are so difficult to navigate. I don't really care too much for my own happiness, I just everyone around me to be happy.
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My most profound realization in life is that no one is a special case, not even you. There's a lot of strength and humility that comes with knowing that. The sooner you realize it, the sooner you will be free from disappointments, and the closer you will be in attaining a joy that doesn't rely on external validation.
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The whole concept of infidelity is so odd to me. How can you betray someone you truly love? Is there any love at all if you are not able to commit someone? That's why relationships are so difficult to navigate. The difference in perspectives about each other can generate so much unwanted turmoil. I don't want to give my heart openly because I don't want to hurt and get hurt indiscriminately.
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In this world, I will be nothing more than just a spec in the vastness of existence. Objectively, every action, every word, every thought has very little impact on the way of things. Yet, despite that, there's someone in the world who sees me, hears me, and cares about me. Humanity is beautiful in that way.
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One thing I question about religion is blind devotion. Why do people follow a belief system that tarnishes human dignity and imprisons freedom? Why does society condition us to respect beliefs that promote archaic, immoral, and unjust societal standards? Truthfully, in my mind, religion is just feeding into timelines of narcissism.
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I find it strange that when people no longer talk to each other, their perspectives of each other change. Are we just conditioned to bedazzle people? Hopelessly Idealistic? Hopeful? There was definitely something special about that person, right? Why else did we hold them in high regard? I think if we were all just a little bit more honest and loving, we would see just how great people are even when they are not part of our lives.