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Bad and Good are always in a race, but Good will always stand on top.

Me — i.e, jpenseur
Sometimes the world hits you with circumstances that challenge your sense of security. Everything warps around you, and you find yourself alone in your own thoughts. Why of all things this? Why me? Woe is me. You crumble in your pursuit of answers. The thing about life is, when it's good you don't think about measures and backups for when it gets shitty. It's hard to cope. It's overwhelming. It's stew of so many emotions. I don't have the answers to fix whatever broken inside myself or the world. However, I'm putting blind faith in the one thing my mother knows and stands by with all her chest. Bad and Good are always in a race, but Good will always stand on top. 
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"Be unassuming. Otherwise, you'll cry."
Me — i.e, jpenseur
A sad reality of this world is, good people never win. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
There's a sense of community in taking public transit. Especially when there's this mutual understanding of a shared space. You are kind and respectful of others. It's odd but it feels warm. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
 I need to make a change. I will make a change. I will achieve all of it. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
 They are in a relationship with projections 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
Life is very lonely. It's sad when you learn that later is life because, you were such an optimist. You had confidence. You carried yourself under this idea that you have so much love behind you should you fail and fall. Life is very lonely to a lot of people. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
I don't feel at all like it would have led to anything meaningful now. I have been picking at myself for not pouring enough care or love for people. I did things that I would never normally do for other people. I made exceptions out of love. I feel like I meant to feel pain and accountability for prioritizing myself for once. My needs were not being met. I should have told someone; I didn't. I don't like talking people down. I disengaged because I no longer felt safe to be entirely myself and not being criticized. I feel like a sunflower plucked for someone's purple bouquet.
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