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Me — i.e, jpenseur
Dear,  My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,  
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Be unassuming. Otherwise, you'll cry.
Me — i.e, jpenseur
It's feels akin to a cliffhanger. Being unsettled. Heavy. Unexpected; like stepping on shit. You try every sort of move to get rid of it but it lingers. That's what it feels like. It feels shitty. Please stop haunting me. I just want a new pair. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
Interacting with people is really hard when I can't get the visual cues. I don't know how to be. It's so uncomfortable. I dislike this feeling of caution. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
 You worked so hard to get it out of your system that it become so hypocritical to welcome it back in. I call that kind of behaviour a toxic cycle. Forgive and forget. 
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Life partner

Me — i.e, jpenseur
I set goals for myself with clear intentions for the future. One of those goals is finding a life partner. Someone to stay by my side and to be as unyielding and committed as I am. Someone who sees to it that I'm happy. Someone who makes my world a little better. A partner for life... the thought is daunting, but I wont settle for anything less. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
I don't think it's fair to miss me, when you're lonely. I don't think it's fair for you to want me back in your life, when I'm working so hard to build myself up again. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
I heard somewhere that in some ways we are linked to our soulmates. I might assuming but I always thought that I shared in my soulmates emotions. When I wake up feeling sad, I think that I'm sharing in their load. Love is when I don't mind. 
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