jpenseur; Introspective Personal Journal, Poetry, and Anthology.

The most beautiful feature of the human face are the eyes. I love admiring people's eyes. The eyes tell you things about people they wouldn't explicitly tell you. 

Life is difficult when you wake up everyday thinking 'how can I meet everyone expections of me today?'. It's specially difficult when you have all walls that you have to climb just to even begin.  It's a shame to feel ashamed for trying your best. I wish there is less of a need to want things from me because sometimes I stretch myself so thin, I feel a rip in my heart. 

It is a blessing to have people in your corner.

Nothing is wealthier than a person who has freedom.

You can love people but it doesn't necessarily mean it's good for you to be around them. You will convince yourself that 'that's just how things are between us' or 'it's the dynamic'. I'm sorry to say this to you but that's tolerance. You see it as love but reality is, its never self-love. It's a disservice to you. Why stay when it's not what you want or are looking for? You feel lonely anyways. 

Today is a beautiful day. I shared my blessings with so many people. To be given the opportunity is a blessing in itself. It feels warm. It feels good to the heart. It feels like a new chapter for the soul. 

I'm practicing being more unconcerned with things that I percieved hold meaning to other people despite really not being the case. People are more self-centered than you realize. Knowing that, you can be more free.