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Me — i.e, jpenseur
I am making a personal change. I have been feeling insecure and dejected lately. It's as if rejection has made me focus on all the bad things that make me believe I am unlovable pr unworthy. It made me forget that there's people in my life that hold me close to their hearts. Sulking about people and situations I have no control over won't bring me any closed to the life I envision. My heart will simply carry love.
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"Be unassuming. Otherwise, you'll cry."
Me — i.e, jpenseur
I have decided. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
It's much easier to say that your busy than to admit you are lonely. I want more companionship in my life. Finding people to click with is hard.
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
Why do I have such a hard time letting go of relationships that make me feel so uneasy. Relationships where I feel like I'm fighting for space. It's terrible. I know there is a garden out there for me.  
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
In all my things to get done. It always seems to find room in my mind. There's a mass in my chest, and it weeps. 
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Me — i.e, jpenseur
We just can’t meet each other where we are, and you know what? That’s neither of our fault. 
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I don't want this anymore.

Me — i.e, jpenseur
I now understand why I carry so much passive sadness and disappointment. It’s because I give my honest love to people who are not able to hold and cherish it. I give it to people who have a hard time seeing its crisp edges—people who only hear its whispers. I tolerate hurt because I’m naïve. I believe that if I love honestly enough, and if I love hard enough, then someone will love me too. I don’t want to hold on to that disappointment anymore. I am choosing to free myself from shaky hands and conflicted minds. There is no fruit in this field. I am choosing myself this time.
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