I need to make a change. I will make a change. I will achieve all of it. 

 They are in a relationship with projections 

Life is very lonely. It's sad when you learn that later is life because, you were such an optimist. You had confidence. You carried yourself under this idea that you have so much love behind you should you fail and fall. Life is very lonely to a lot of people. 

I don't feel at all like it would have led to anything meaningful now. I have been picking at myself for not pouring enough care or love for people. I did things that I would never normally do for other people. I made exceptions out of love. I feel like I meant to feel pain and accountability for prioritizing myself for once. My needs were not being met. I should have told someone; I didn't. I don't like talking people down. I disengaged because I no longer felt safe to be entirely myself and not being criticized. I feel like a sunflower plucked for someone's purple bouquet.

The frame has been off for quite sometime. You don't notice when life is hectic. I have some room to breathe now, and so I think it's about time I get that frame right. Get the image aligned. 

 My emotions can be very intense at times. I am grateful that I have restraint, and that I'm not explosive in how I choose to conduct myself.