Dear, My love is pure and bottomless. In all my wanting to serve and love you, I was killing myself. I slit my throat with daggers you threw at me. I heard that when you love someone so much, them hating you doesn't make you hate them, you hate yourself. I hated myself, really hated myself. I know that isn't fair to me though. My love is pure and bottomless. I don't deserve that. Sincerely,
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Be unassuming. Otherwise, you'll cry.
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I think I'm broken. I don't see love the way I used to see love. It seems I'm no longer able to absorb it the way I used to. I think I have healed but the scars changed me. I don't know, I think I miss how I used to see love. It's no longer pink; tinged, slightly yellowed. I hope it gets better. Whatever better looks like.
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One commonality between successful people is discipline. I want to be more on top of things. I know that when I'm not, I'm not feeling my best. Yet, I never have this drive to fix things. I'm sure I wrote about this a few times but I guess this is another reminder. Hello me, work towards your goals and your happiness.
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I think for a long time I have operated under the premise that if I don't do my work at this given time, I will not succeed. Having recently acquired freedom over my time, I feel that I lost this sense of structure. It's neither good nor bad. It's just different from what I'm used to. I feel unproductive because because of this learning curve.
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I'm so full of joy. Joy that comes from the inside. Like a furnace, I keep the room warm. I'm full of joy, when I smile, they smile back. When I say incomprehensible weirdness under my breath people chuckle. My joy is my love, all encompassing, gentle, and meticulously caring. I am in love with my relationship with joy.
Ebbs and flows
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I found this very insightful video about life. To sum it up, it emphasizes the importance of accepting that life is a collection of ebbs and flows. That life isn't about just bathing in highs; that a lot of life can also be mundane or unpleasant. All of life is okay. Once you realize that quiet and stillness are okay, the more you will be content.