The worst part about being a human being is that everyone is egocentric and everyone needs attention, and everyone feels entitled to this and that. Everyone idolizes unimportant things. Everyone glorifies their own horrors. I'm no exception, but I try to better than that. Most people aren't. Most people lack that sort depth. I'm tired of listening to problems I dont really care about and giving energy to people who don't deserve it.

I am in complete disarray at the moment. I'm not too sure why. I think maybe I'm in 12 different places at once with a million things to do. I hope I can sort everything out soon. 

I think what makes so intelligent is that from an early age, I have realized that the projections people put on me is never my truth. I am not someone that is easily influenced my worldly things. I never look beyond, hoping to be more than who I am. I admire and I never covet. I came into world ingrained with an unnatural wisdom that I am of my own. No one else. 

To be captivating is easy but to stay interesting is hard.

Love is like a multiple choice exam. When you're confused pick C and move along. Try to fill out the questions you know the answer to. Keep moving forward until your done. At that point, that C will just fade into the background. 

I'm waiting for a kind of love where I don't feel like I'm both too much and too little. One where I feel full, warm, and secure. Love like a home. Love like my favorite soup on a cold rainy night. I want love that's honest, love that's comfortable. Love that strips me bare, and doesn't leave me embarrassed. The kind of feeling humanity collectively yearns for. A true kind of love.