I wonder if I'll ever feel the kind of unyielding affection for someone where  I'd forget my sense of self worth. Knowing my continual pursuit of self-development, I really doubt it. I'm never going to let myself be devastated but someone else's lack. I am more powerful that I let myself be. 

I feel burnt out. My mind if racing with so many things I should get done. All things that I could probably take my time to do. I have this glitch in my brain that constantly tells me to "GET THINGS DONE" pushing me to the corner where apathy and the uninspired collect. The pressure I put on myself stops me from achieving milestones in my life. Efficiency is good but to achieve excellence you have to be strategic and calculated. Don't burn yourself out, be consistent. 

Our minds are wired for survival not success. 

The ability to move from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm.

I crave love and admiration but in all my attempts to attain it, I feel like there's this invisible wall that stops me. I'm scared to show someone my soul just for them to not have the eyes to grasp or behold it. I don't know... romantic love is just so alien to me. 

You can be somebody who hold insurmountable power if you just focus. Direct all your energy and be change maker. Show everyone the pressure you generate. Willpower cut diamonds

I fear of flying too close to the sun. I fear that my ambition will burn so bright I'll be left scorched, and blackened from the emmited heat. I'm scared of becoming disfigured and unrecognizable. A fire starter. A pyromaniac. Fueled by comparison, self-critism, and self-doubt. I fear that I will burn several important things I hold close to my heart. My mind. My soul. My outlook. My art. My love. I hope I find the strength and courage in these uncertain times.